Matt-chu

I really do need to become organized, I'm just bad at it as a whole. I've got things I should really be sorting out, I've sorted them out in my head but in reality. Firstly I'll start with the projects in theory. This summer I have to do my social documentary, at the moment I'm just cramming ideas into my head without jotting them down, why I dont jot them down is cause I'm unorganized and lazy (lol), anyway I've been thinking on doing a social doc on people, travel or time, I will keep shooting and see what happens anyway with that. Another idea that has been bouncing about in my head is the final project I get to do next year, it somethin

- find motivation - become efficiently productive - not think too much about the downs - get away for a while - make that connection (with someone) - disconnect that bond (from someone) - positivity *pause* *Watches the sun go down*

So, you go through loads and trials and tribulations throughout your everyday life, some knock you down, some make you angry, sad or even give you perseverance. Whatever it does its a experience.Maybe one you might want to forget later on, either way its an experience you have to live with. I have lost motivation to do anything lately, it kind of kicked in when I had to do a ';portrait' unit for college. That unit left me vulnerable to my ownself, it showed my weaknesses and lack of confidence. Despite that though, I won't back down from it again, its a trial I want to improve at and at the end say I got through that tribulation. Don't be m